these words are not mine.

i guess, growing is not being part of the society alone, whereas it goes together will everything that the norm called matured. you know, the kind of people, that start to think about life-goes deeper like life partner, start to hook up and build up strong sensual relationship, hoping the next five years You-I married, together we have beautiful kids. i guess, growing up, comes together in terms of physical appearance. most likely- sex appeal of any parts of your body, such as big ass, big boobies, bulky chest, bulu-bulu anything that appeal to more than appealing.

you know exactly what im talking about.

i guess, i havent had any grown up part yet. i dun set any sensual relationship with anyone, i dun grow any taller, and my body getting smaller. and i wonder am i, or am i not growing up. 

i guess, everyone has their very own interpretation of about growing up.

for me? let alone i know by myself.

for me, growing up is not about the sizes, the bulky body that you have to proud, and the abnormal height, i dun consider that as grown up, least to say, that is the growing up part. i do realized, that time is passing by, and each and everyday, the clock is ticking, and im getting older and older. im scared you know, 

ok, back to the interpretation, i still consider myself, as the not so grown up yet. in the middle, between ready just some of the part, yet, still remain like a dirty stained that possible to be removed. at least-least that can i say, i already some of the not so matang part, such as malas-malas-tangguh-tangguh.

well it works, i get quiet high marks for my mid terms, and the rest of assignment finish not even a week before due date. ohhh hoho, im so happy.

apart of it, i never missed out class anymore, come early to class-*mcm pelajar dean list.

and im so happy.

kan? hopefully i consistence mcm ni sampai bila bila.

boring gila malam ni. =(

so what's yours?

oh yes, birthday i next week. =) on sabtuday!