whatever happened in the past, i shall never be regretted. no matter, how terrible my decision, my thought or anything that happened throughout my existence. and, no matter how terrible, i try to avoid, the thought, in the end, im struggling of all the past that i have.
its eccentric, and its surreal.
sometimes, i just hate the way it was written.
however, now and forever i try and try, to be optimist in life.
as i know, i myself, wont be able to do so.
what comes to my mind, definitely about friend that i miss the most, that i betrayed in a flash. without doubt, and im struggling almost a year after. thought i've made promise to myself not to think about it.
well no, it wont happens. i still miss friends though.
so many thoughts comes across during exams. and the stress isnt yet to come. i really need the break. with so many shitties trembling my head, seriously, i need a a sweet escape.
im exhausted. :(
its eccentric, and its surreal.
sometimes, i just hate the way it was written.
however, now and forever i try and try, to be optimist in life.
as i know, i myself, wont be able to do so.
what comes to my mind, definitely about friend that i miss the most, that i betrayed in a flash. without doubt, and im struggling almost a year after. thought i've made promise to myself not to think about it.
well no, it wont happens. i still miss friends though.
so many thoughts comes across during exams. and the stress isnt yet to come. i really need the break. with so many shitties trembling my head, seriously, i need a a sweet escape.
im exhausted. :(
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