any other times.

only if any words, would be created to replace sorry.

i try to utter words ,and i failed. for many many many many many time. u know the hardest part after committed mistakes, is to comply all the words, im afraid, some of the words, may not be suitable in fact some words, would be more tragic if it been used. therefore, i guess silent is the sound best to replace sorry.

aku kejamkan? or kejamkah aku?

i let time to decide. i have to make my move, yet, i think all the move seems move-less. in fact, for many days i've been reflecting myself, am i good enough to be called as friend, or am i bastard. u my friend, u do ur part. u can judge, i dun mind.

i never thought i would hurt my best one. and, i never thought the slightest thing, would drift us apart, far away, far away until i dun bother whatever happen to you.

and most of the time, i've been reminiscing all good times, and i wonder how far i have changed? im being stupid. u got it?

time flies, hopefully i'll be better jijol.
the jijol u used to love.
or maybe the jijol u never loved.

jijol.
remember, i mark the hiatus. let me handle the blame