mind the post down there. i was really piss off with this old mak cik.
i dunno her, even if i knew her, i would automatically putuskan any relationship,
that i might sharing with this freaking old lady.
well, mak cik. kita orang malaysia, dan setiap orang ada equally right.
saya boleh saman mak cik, saman malu terhadap mak cik.
yes, mesti anda fikir tentang tempat duduk.
tanggapan anda mungkin betul.
tapi anda salah.
dear readers u are absolutely wrong.
ok i ulang balik.
im a proud 18teen, with no driving license. my parent will never paid for it, as they said, if boy molested by anyone, it would never cause any traumatic experience, therefore, if u want driving license work for it. thanks.
ok, i went to kl looking for mp3, hehe. abah gave rm450 and apparently, fees enrollment to gombak only rm350. so i have extra rm150, and enough to get a damn nice sony mp3, which probably cost around rm 150, indeed i know low yatt, would offer me better price. so the journey begin in the bus.
there was a so-called elegant mak cik in the bas, looking for place to sit, there were many other seats, yet, she was standing in front of me. i offered her my seat, because *i kan baik*. maybe she was not comfortable because there were ne-yo, 50 cents, rihanna, shah rukh khan, amita bachan, sushimita sen, and sasi rekha, *my ex class mate. opposite of my seat, with gap of course.
hey Mak cik, would you like to seat? i can change.
and she shouted, *almost shouting, HEY, YOU THINK IM NOT STRONG ENOUGH TO STAND ALL THE WAY????!!!! WTFF??!- this was my expression. i didnt say this word. i wish i could. no. no i would never.
SHE COULD REPLY NICELY, THO!!
Alas, after being embarrassed by that freaking old lady, i decide, to switch bus. because there was bus min behind of rapid. yes, readers, the whole passenger was looking at me. *merah merah pipi i malu malu.
anyway, mak cik, thanks. my acc of dosa was written with all kind of words, that not supposed to be said. i even asked for you to die faster, then i take back all my words, because i would never see u again, and how the heck i could ask for apology? haish, masalah masalah.
nthen, i went to kl with another bas mini, stop at ktm, and straight away to kl station. yeah, i like to walk all around kl instead of using public transport. i went straight to low yatt. suddenly, i didnt buy the mp3, because... i dunno.
and instead, i went to klcc, pavi, window shopping. all alone.
i went to starsbuck, and after tiring day, i decide to go to starsbuck. all alone.
the internet was really awesome, downloaded few albums and movies. whenever i start to download,
it would never stop. i just cant stop downloading.
and yes, i was all alone for the whole day.
because, i decide to be alone.
more or less, i think, im started to grow up. everything is changing, my sensitive side starts to develop, and all other sides, that i never thought would be so strong. so intense, even untill now, i wonder whether i mengada-ngada, or it was my sensitive and not so sensible justifying. well, im still looking for the best answer. help me. i think, its better to set us off. apart from each other. for a long time. long enough, until we value everything back, like how we used to cherish everything. well, if its worth, time passes by, and we started to cherish and have more wonderful unforgeable moment again.
dun fight for me, its no use. its useless and worthless.
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