awak da settle kemas barang?

i received a text from my friend, reminding me to go to gombak to avoid the inevitable jam. i know, dun remind me. even i talked to my mom about this matter, probably right after subuh, we dash and ditch heheh, aween. and straight to gombak. ain said, this time better get everything prepared. because, last year, when i went to pj, god knows how chaotic when i arrived there.

nevertheless, i dont know about this year. 4 days left yet i dun think im excited to go to gombak. maybe. its a mix feeling, between reluctant and excitement.

somehow, i feel really tiny to enroll in such a big place. well there are so many things to consider. you know the least will be 3 years and the most will be 4 years. that place, i can say there are too much of hope, demand, and not to mention all the expectation. its degree of course i cant take this matter for granted.

well, try this, imagine the life that i might go trough in gombak. damn, its already frightened me. all the hope, expectation, demand. ohhh nooooo!!

i guess after this, there's no more heartbreaking surprise. because, u know as i grow older, there's no more excitement. nothing left to be expected. or to be excited. get good result on spm, pass with very average pointer, enroll to gombak. adeh, next?

so many thing goes on my mind lately. about my future concern. about my past that still lingering. and about the syllabus that i'm gonna struggling and trying to comprehend. adeh. adeh.

tak best betullah