daze.

i doubt that.

a called from my friend explained everything about going to university. he said he missed me. i miss nilai, but i miss u more.

i've been gloomy lately. i dunno, i dun even what to know.


if i had to compare between gombak and nilai, of course my choice would be gombak. because gombak is such a beautiful place on earth. nilai? is the death city. a left alone city because there is no single development. and gombak? is in the middle of city, with all the necessities provided. prior to all regular needs of the students. everything is provided, not to mention the fastest and most efficient train is there. therefore, if i had to compare literary, gombak is such a magnificent place.

moreover, there will be no more 20 strangers in my room. 4 will be the most, and a single room is provided. bliss, i guess so.

nevertheless, the magic held over nilai was-the excitement. the busyness as most of students with english lvl5.6.exempted, will packed themselves with lodsa of subjects. and 32 contact hourse definitely the craziest thing so far. yet, there is an enigma. only can be seen through naked eyes on how beautiful nilai was. its beyond word. no words could describe nilai.

and so they said.

men will never satisfied. i was really excited on leaving nilai. towards the end the semester, i dun even looked backi went back almost everyday and skip my classes. because leaving in nilai was too unbearable for me. most of my friends already graduated and only few left. and i'm not closed to them. and the rest of my friends will be graduated the following semester. thus, nilai was death for me.

until recently,

after browsing all the pictures, i've realized, nilai is the best thing that happened to me so far. an immense blessing. that placed brought me to the greatest friend. friends for a life time. thanks.

nonetheless.

in life, we need to move on. move to different phase. nilai was just a phase. a phase to search for interest, new bond. everything was new, fresh with different vibe and aura. the intense feeling of disparity, the love as well as hatred. together to build up a competence based. thus, to survive in gombak. a foundation, a firm foundation provided by the university, with a very basic knowledge to make students understand better. i think, that is the peculiarity of nilai. i guess so?

so for now,
gombak is a stepping stone to be someone in the future. someone to lead as load up all the obligation. i wonder can i handle everything within 4 years. 4 years, such a milestone journey. hopefully everything goes well.

i dun want to repeat the same mistake i did in nilai. i want to be someone better and the best. i dun want to fail myself. and i dun want to lose any friends that i have.
i know, im no good. not even close to perfect. but, having you guys to be friends have perfected me. in all aspects. of course u guys wouldnt realized. and this came out from the deepest of my heart.

i love you guys.

and now, i havent packed anything yet. some of the stuff still remain missing. and its 10.37 p.m. only few hours left before starting my journey. and, my eyes still fresh. i've been sleeping and resting my mind, eyes, and tireless body. everything is need dire need to be relaxed. and now, i want to stay awake the whole night. to surf everything, and to spent the night reminisce all the utter joy that i left in nilai.
none of it will be forgotten. no matter how severe my amnesia? hehe.

ok back to the issue.

they say going to university will be the best thing?
maybe, maybe not. university is not a fun place where i can fooling around. university is mass intellectual gathering with different interest, different background. everything is different ; except for one thing in common, to search and understand more not in single disciplines. imagine living with this kind of people? huarrhhh. with lecturer that obviously will have high expectation and demand on their students! another huargghh!!


hmmm. hopefully i can do everything really well.
good luck sang jojol!



orang kata pakai baju baru banyak banyak kali boleh excited. hehehe