let alone he knows best.

finally, after contemplating for a long time, and prolong all the things that i've supposed to do, for a long time ago. i did what i have to do. and now, let alone he decides everything.

the outcome? i havent seen it yet. however, inshallah, things will be better. would be better, i guess so?

and i take back all my words and its pointless to keep running from my mistakes.
i know.

and finally, i have the balls to ask for apology. and hopefully i wont repeat my previous mistake. hopefully.

i know, it wont makes any different. yet, it makes me feel better. and now, finally, all the burden slowly fading away.


thanks my dear friend.


and, i know, there are lodsa of people out there still love me and still care for me.
im being too pessimist lately.
and now, its time to change.

to be a better person.