there's only one paper left for final, indeed, im not happy with the way i answered all papers, it was stern and rigid. sometimes, the question asked more than anyone could interpret decently. it happened to be, two different chapters asked on the same question. not to mentioned all the vagueness between sentences and words. i didnt even know what to answer. the best yet, due to the timeless exam duration, i submit my paper incomplete. good.
enough of the review on exam. let's talk about life shall we?
its the kinda of miracle im expecting, from anywhere that possible, better if i could decide my own future. i do believe the future is divine. a sacred and beautiful secret from the creator as surprise to the rest of mankind. the things is, its too minuscule. incoherent, i meant to say that. because, the dominating ideas of faith is about cycle. you'll never be on top. sometimes, you need to feel pain and hurt, to make u better person.
does it makes sense?
anyway, i just hate to talk about future nor past. because, for me both remained rigid for me. its pain and negate for me. guess what, i have stop reminiscing every single memories that i used to keep. and, the worst part, all my pictures for the last 5 years accidentally deleted from all folder. felicitation. so now, god is giving sign to me, stop remembering all the past memories and start to go forward and predict the future so inshallah it will be better. better? im expecting the best.
and i cant believed im still miss my friend. like, real bad. so, am i minuscule to you? please said so, because i never thought someone would hurt me so bad and pain by just expressing silent treatment. you know?
enough of the review on exam. let's talk about life shall we?
its the kinda of miracle im expecting, from anywhere that possible, better if i could decide my own future. i do believe the future is divine. a sacred and beautiful secret from the creator as surprise to the rest of mankind. the things is, its too minuscule. incoherent, i meant to say that. because, the dominating ideas of faith is about cycle. you'll never be on top. sometimes, you need to feel pain and hurt, to make u better person.
does it makes sense?
anyway, i just hate to talk about future nor past. because, for me both remained rigid for me. its pain and negate for me. guess what, i have stop reminiscing every single memories that i used to keep. and, the worst part, all my pictures for the last 5 years accidentally deleted from all folder. felicitation. so now, god is giving sign to me, stop remembering all the past memories and start to go forward and predict the future so inshallah it will be better. better? im expecting the best.
and i cant believed im still miss my friend. like, real bad. so, am i minuscule to you? please said so, because i never thought someone would hurt me so bad and pain by just expressing silent treatment. you know?
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