i wasnt really lucky (and still am) with my life, my family members dont really cares about me, my friends, ceased and ditched me. and my best friend, :( had delete me from his friend list. on top of that, i dun have any beautiful gadget, nor driving license and jauh sekali to have car. i'm not beautiful, im nerd with glasses. and, the only things that really hold me into is- none. really? i didnt even bother about my life, as how its written previously. rather than after a while, i am the unfortunate one, am i?
but at least, my brain works out. i didnt even notice about this matter, least that i can say, im at the age 19 im completed matriculation, and proudly to be an undergraduate. whilst, my school mates (friends) ditched me, now-in local university notoriously known for as consensus of the indigenous. you know, screwed up national examination, with the lowest grade, enroll i n pre-dip without any skills. except for the material thinggy that they have. u know, i pon and etc.
im not the silver spoon son, im the least burden in the house. means- im being taken for granted. i'll be the last to be remembered, if nicely food placed on table, im might the last to be invited, worst, sometimes- i saw plastics burger of mcd in the dustbin. nice :)
in spite on everything, i dun really mind all the gaffe. or rather to cease everything by pretending nothing really matter. but now,...
my best friend delete me from his friend list. for being a snitch. now, i dun really have friends. i tried, to switch off my phone. sadly, right after i switch on my phone........ there are msg-es, but certainly not from people.
hmmm.. is that life?
kalau nak minta maaf, minta maaf dengan jujur dan ikhlas,
lepas tu jangan harap dimaafkan.
tak ikhlas namanya.
kalau bersalah, minta maaf oklah.
kalau minta maaf tapi rasa tak bersalah,
susah tu.
but at least, my brain works out. i didnt even notice about this matter, least that i can say, im at the age 19 im completed matriculation, and proudly to be an undergraduate. whilst, my school mates (friends) ditched me, now-in local university notoriously known for as consensus of the indigenous. you know, screwed up national examination, with the lowest grade, enroll i n pre-dip without any skills. except for the material thinggy that they have. u know, i pon and etc.
im not the silver spoon son, im the least burden in the house. means- im being taken for granted. i'll be the last to be remembered, if nicely food placed on table, im might the last to be invited, worst, sometimes- i saw plastics burger of mcd in the dustbin. nice :)
in spite on everything, i dun really mind all the gaffe. or rather to cease everything by pretending nothing really matter. but now,...
my best friend delete me from his friend list. for being a snitch. now, i dun really have friends. i tried, to switch off my phone. sadly, right after i switch on my phone........ there are msg-es, but certainly not from people.
hmmm.. is that life?
kalau nak minta maaf, minta maaf dengan jujur dan ikhlas,
lepas tu jangan harap dimaafkan.
tak ikhlas namanya.
kalau bersalah, minta maaf oklah.
kalau minta maaf tapi rasa tak bersalah,
susah tu.
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