grand fiasco.

i was walking beside the ledge, on the pavement with my mind scrambling on various notions about life. i mean, im 20 this year. and soon to be graduated from university. start my own life on my own feet. and im afraid. im afraid i'm not gonna be able to be an adult that i used to dream about. i'm afraid, seriously. and.. im not really sure whether i want to grow up.

seriously what's wrong with me?

i'm back, updating my blog. after a while, i've been delete-and-undelete back, because i have nothing better to write. the entire semester was running over the same cycle. its either im gonna write about the fiasco of utter disaster friendship that i had, or, anything that indicate the patheticness of my life. 

of course, my life is not a complete disaster. in fact, i've been good. really good. i hang with my friends more that revising my note, and eventually screwed up my final. *god's bless and god's will im gonna pass everything with flying colours.

any how, i have 5 months break. still waiting to be called. if u missed me, call me. im on the phone.

and inshaallah, on september i'll be good as new. 

:)