mengenyam.

after all,
tonight, i was suppose to have dinner with my friends.
turn out, not. it didnt went like we've plan.
stuck in traffic jem nenas, and eventually turn left turn right.
oh where the hell are we?

ok, forget about it.
that's why i hate going out with you.
all of you.

shit.

its not i dun have friend.
i get annoyed with everyone, very very easy.
and in the end, i wonder why i have to be friend with them
yes, because i have to.
not because i want to.

honestly, if my friend found this blog,
probably they gonna kick my ass.
yeah, then im gonna knock ur brain out.
sorry, sometime u guys far from anything that i can called
SMART.
sometime too dumb to label stupid.
i dun even have any word for you.


honestly, i can only stay closely to layen.
invisible bonding, no matter how annoying she would be.
i still love her.

and zal, she bare everything that i said.
though sometime i said, something really bad.
i thought once, i did piss her off.
but i dun think so.

with tya, yeah, she been my friend since i was standart 1.
and there's a small part where we gonna stay away from each other for a while,
but then again, we're gonna be back as usual.
i dunno. i dunno. i dunno.

the remain, i dun feel like describing you.
macamlah ada orang baca.

i havent talked to emak since yesterday after horrible fight.
i wonder why emak hates me so much.
she gonna be ok, when im off-this-house.
yet, when i returned back to home,
first thing first, shs's gonna find my tiny tiny mistake.
then out of the odd, she's gonna start nagging.
and abang seems mengambil hati bonda, then,
saya yang malas nak berbicara.

eventually, i dun think i cant handle anymore.
saya nangis depan awak.
awak suka?
saya tahu awak puas.
awak puas tengok saya,
saya tak faham awak.
saya tanak faham awak.