Turning back.

i've been pondering and trying to do one thing for the whole day ; looking out for chemistry that we are sharing. sorry, layen no. zero. we have nothing in common. yes, i have little bird, u have sisters,so, basically we have nothing in common. i listen to mariah carey, u listen azie. yes, we are sharing the same ears. we both keep listening to something unbearable for others to listen.but one thing for sure i love you all my heart.

*setiap kali saya call saya akan berkata.

hello erra fazira ada? oh salah number lagi.

kadang kadang dia layan jadi nyah.

out of any word she is the best friend i would never ask for more. do you have friend when u cried?yes i have. her name is layen.ok enough of the sweet thing.

how do u exactly nurse would be?

sexy? mini skirt?

big boobs with perfect engineered ass?

how exactly do define a nurse?

yes, imagine this little girl is a nurse.

yes yang pakai baju kaler hitam tu

here is the main point,

if my mom imposed me to enroll in nursing program,

yes, im going to straight to hell.

because im no good in obeying men made law.

especially from my family.

yet, not to her. she obeyed over whatever her mom said.

awak memang anak yang baik ana.

over than that, she has to undergo on of the fatal tiredness. for nursing program as i understood, every semester they have to go for posting. posting means, you have to go to hospital. apply all you learnt just like working. but NO PAYMENT. yes, layen has to entertain all fucker fussy patience. not to mention how many times her patience calling her stupid. yet, with the blessing of her mom, she goes flawless.

every day she has nice stories to be told.

yes, worst so far when she had to chop shit because on of her patience

couldnt cut down the shit.

and it was long. very long shit.

nevertheless, she accepts everything with full of passion.

she knows what she going thru in the future.

i guess she's ready. ready to be the nurse in the whole world.

yes, i've been underestimating all nurse so far.

u brought me to better perspective on nurse.

thanks layen.

a little to reflect all the outcome,

though nurse would never going to have fix hours to work,

and a little amount of money in return.

yet, she's going through without complaint.

wait, a little here and there.

but i think its ok.

u guys now can evaluate, how immense her heart.

i think to be anything that serving public,

doesnt means you have to be everything perfect,

and expecting big value of money,

extremely long working hours of money with very little amount of money in return.

simply by smiling, do your job with sincerity.

dun expect anything in return by stuck up people,

if u dun get it here, thereafter waiting for you.

i love you and highly have respect on you.

i love you layen.