tired.

i guess nt demam will be overdue, i expect its gonna be just for a day,
but no, and fuck no. im lying from my bed, downloading kriss allen's album.
i get bored with everything, and i think i need something new.
something that could my boredom more unbearable.
something that i keep trying.
something that never happened.
i guess i really need this smooth transition.

i was chatting with tasha,
she went out from iium because she claimed, its freaking hard to study so many things.
she's giving up in journalism, she's no longer interested. and she's in uitm, because she fell in love with accounting, bussneessss and sewaktu dengannya.

im afraid, this thing my happened to me too,
im afraid im gonna hate history,
im gonna hate my university,
im gonna hate everything.
im gonna hate my friends.

so how the hell i faced and handle everything within 4 years,
yes,it is fucking four years, with so many challenges.
wait? i havent faced the four years yet,
im not in gombak yet,
i dun even looked at the syllabus yet,
so how the hell its gonna be hard,
how the hell im gonna start to hate everything?

izzit true im gonna hate my everything?


yes, im commiting slippery slope.
shit. just realized it.