puisi.

its 6.33 in the morning, and i cant sleep since yesterday.
guess overdose ubat batuk wont really help to sooth my cough, instead make my headache even worst. if knocking my head would make this headache lesser..
i think my headache getting severe everyday,
i think its time for me to stop smoking.

no, not yet. there is an immense joyness for smokers to keep smoking,
its beyond word, i cant say it, but it just to joyable.
i hate the fact, i cant live without puffing.
can i stop from smoking?

for time being, no and not yet.
i've been smoking since i was 12, the end of 12,
almost 13 at that time.
maybe because i wanna be the coolest among my friend.
and of course i was the coolest.
the youngest to get green light from my parent to puff around the house.
well, at least i have some respect on them.
i dun smoke in front of them, in my room at least.

so now its been almost 7 years im smoiking,
i wonder how my lungs look like?