i turn to be such a boring person, well i dunno why, perhaps because im ready for transition that i've been thinking about.
no.. its scary.
i was with tya and zal yesterday, and the main issues was LOVE.
Im not scared with this issues, in fact i know one i probably need a girlfren, though its not gonna be for real, true loe like the princess and the frog. 1st kiss then have sex, eh.. not turn to b hensem prince, jap aku apa nak cakap tadi?
oh yeah, the main issue is this, i dun get, every in love person will have issue with one another, its really weird, like when the mama hates the boy, of when the other mam hates the girl. love with no bless still struggling and no matter happy every time, yet deep inside both struggling. mcm cerita hindustan, *i thought it never happened in real life so, why still together?
no, this is not about love issue because obviously i never been thru this matter, because whenever i said i love girl, normally i dun really mean it. i just dun get any reason why i should luring that feeling, i did, but suka suka macam tu je, more to desire feeling. eh? so, beside that that intimate feeling, what is love between the non-married couple? respect? no, both gonna let go desire taht been restraining in heart, and then when break up? horny?
well the main point this lucky girls were trying to say was "JOL BILA KAU NAK ADA GF?"
IM not gonna have girl fren before i'm done with life, i hate commitment, and i get annoyed really really easy with everyone. so, how the hell i can stay with the same lame person, keep saying i love everyday, and talked about married, having kids, nak nama apa, apa benda lancau semua tu? then when both parties heheh.. started to get bored what next? yeah.. which position u want me on bed? oh yeah.. u have sexy ass and well developed sisters. sadly, it happened to everyone that i know.
my friends been asking me when would i start finding gf? then my answer will be really pleasant to hear, BESOK! just to verified my sexual orientation, well bastards, of course im STRAIGHT.
obviously i dun blindly conformist, i dun do what i dun like. so, i dunno what having a gf could be such big issues. yeah.. gg was trying to suicide infront of my house when he saw emma went out with amir, and quraisyah was crying the hold day when she had fight with her bf, and not mentioned tya been bugging with marul..... and yesterday zal was caught with tears...
seriously i dun get it.
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